Monday, October 31, 2011
Post number 600.Just got back all my results from Mid-Terms. Horrible :( It's like a disappointment beyond anything I've been through. Although A levels and JC kinda prepared me for this, but this is a whole new level of competition. Sometimes, the problem doesn't lie with you, it's just that there are so many other things to do other than to study. Somehow, I feel I'm short-changing myself by taking up so many portfolios and doing so many other things besides studying. And these are things that I cannot just drop the bombshell and walk out on them. It is not something I would do nor is it something that's nice to do to someone. 1 word - irresponsible. I really don't understand how I can do well with such poor performance in Mid-Terms T.T It's gonna be a momentous task to even scrape a B or something. It's so scary. The more I think about it, the most disillusioned I become. *sigh* Being at 25 percentile really sucks, seriously. Damn.
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