Sunday, December 21, 2008

Yeahh.. Uhh, alot of things have been going through my head the post 2 days or so when I picked up my camera again. As in, to do some street photography. Or rather, any proper photography like art you know ;) 

I guess photography lets me get in touch with my emotional self again. It's not the I'm become totally emotionless but rather it's more of like sensitive to the happenings around me. How life is like around me. Taking myself out of the context and just seeing things happen from another perspective. And in the process, I brought myself back to who I was not too long ago. 

Been to a couple of places to shoot the past 2 days. Some places with more attachment than others. Even some commercialized places have personal attachments; some little touches.

What was to be quite fun, happening and exciting holidays was rather turned down with the influx of complications and struggles. Perhaps not personally (read: first party), but still, it does affect (read: third party). Well, I guess those involved would know the details. If you don't know what I'm talking about, it probably doesn't involve you ;)

Well, I s'pose some issues (I like the word "issues" here.. haha..) are more complicated than others. Especially when it's not put out in black and white. And perhaps even more so when you have to think with your heart and not your head. Most people can't. (me included) So, just let things go as they are. The knot will not untie by itself. Neither can by-standers. 

If you strongly believe, go for it! Doubting yourself will only cause your downfall. So, just do it and don't look back or think "what-not". ;)