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Friday, November 30, 2007
I'm not sure if I'm feeling emo or what-so-ever.. I can't really remember how being emotional feels like.. It was quite some time back that I felt it.. I think by the time I'm finished with this post, I might figure it out.. Probably by then, this month has gone by already...So much has gone by these months.. Let's recap.. The more important events.. More significant ones.. The ones that left a deep impression in me.. Can't really think of many.. But, I guess the Canon Marathon would be one of great memorance.. Perhaps not so great itself.. Greater because of the people that I "ran" with.. :) :) Things seem to never be smooth riding for me.. It's like.. ever since the beginning of this year.. Things haven't really gone right.. All's been going left.. I'm trying to figure out why.. Probably, the only thing that has gone right would be the O level results? haiz.. Even that, isn't very right.. :S Confused.. Since nothing much for the months before.. Let's look at this year in general.. hmm.. First 3 months.. Nothing interesting really happened.. Yea.. Even the orientation was quite bad.. haiz.. :S Let's move on with the calendar.. :) Moving to VJC.. Orientation 2 wasn't the least interesting.. Oh well.. Along the way, I learnt the first lesson.. Somethings can't be said on blogs.. Some things.. And, co-ed is way different from single.. Something I didn't learn in YJ.. Nothing there taught me that.. *sigh.. Had to learn fast to cope @ VJ.. Things were happening in a flash.. I can't cope really that well.. Till now even.. Studies have taken a beating as a result.. And am now suffering the consequences.. Life's harsh.. But there can be some light in this dark world.. "Something that doesn't kill you, will make you stronger." I guess, nothing in VJ has successfully killed* me in that sense.. So, I've come a long way.. Becoming stronger in many sense.. But, not emotional.. :S Probably grown weaker.. *sigh.. (*note: almost died twice.. :S ALMOST.. Falling from 2m.. isn't a joke.. Almost died la.. During cheerleading practice.. Second time.. Was appendicitis.. yep.. ) Shall end off abruptly as I usually end off these days.. :D "Performance = Potential - Distraction." OR "Performance = Potential + motivation." I s'pose, for now, it'd be a case of the former.. Where distraction is 50% or potential.. :S Hoping for the best.. Hope.. Faith.. Love.. LOST at Friday, November 30, 2007 |