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Thursday, October 25, 2007
I'm not sure who am I these days.. I feel.. split.. Split between who I want to be and who I really am. They say, Germinis have split personality. Well, I think I've got this problem. If you were to see me at different times, different places, with different people, the ME you experience, is different.. Not that I want to choose different personalities to show, but just that, for different occasions, that ME you see, is prolly e most apt for that particular condition.These days were really busy with Chinese and PW.. In the recent, latest test, I've gt 80.5%.. LOL.. It seems like I'm improving exponentially.. hehe.. From 71% @ promos.. so.. by logic, if I keep this up, listening 2 wad my chinese teacher has to blabber about, absorbing everything like a sponge, I should be able to get roughly.. 90% at A lvls?? hahahaha!! Wad an innocent thought.. PW.. Haiiz.. I don't know why.. I just blew my top today.. I won't say it's blowing my top la.. Perhaps it's just that I feel strongly for what I'm saying.. I just realise it's a neccessity to get everything ready, rehearsed, prepared at least 2 days before the actual thing.. And it isn't really fair to do last minute stuffs.. Since, the overall flow of the presentation affects everyone's marks.. It just isn't fair for the rest of the members.. But.. I'm torn in between friends and collegues at work.. It's a tough choice.. Brr.. Other than that.. These days were rather peaceful.. hahaz.. Mr Lim commented that our ppt slides were very good.. We've grasp the essence of what a presentation is about.. Perhaps me? hahaz.. But, seriously, I reckon it's me as well.. It's always good to get someone good with technicals in your group.. Life's just like that.. Somethings are in the grey area. I'm not too sure myself. I don't wanna hurt anyone. But, if left to void, saying nothing, it might be worse. I'll speak when I feel I'm ready. For now, lemme put it aside. Confused... ... ... ... ... LOST at Thursday, October 25, 2007 |