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Saturday, October 27, 2007
Writer's note: Pardon the incoherence. It's meant to be as such. I'm feeling so messed up, I can't think with a straight flow.____________________________________________________________________ Another day has gone by.. It's getting really close to OP.. After dragging things for so long, I don't feel like doing anything anymore.. PW, I'm telling you this. I'm sick and tired of you already!! Darn you!! Waste my time. Make me spend sleepless nights, think of how to make you the best. Cause my emotions to keep fluctuating, affecting my daily life. I seriously hate you, PW. You should go bang your head against the wall and DIE!!! Rawr!! Alrights.. Now, back to my usual self.. 3 R papers. 2 months. 1 goal. I apologise for my rather abrupt intro.. It's only pertaining to something that I really dislike, hate, disgusted. "Life's a game. We're all playing a game of life." I vividly remember this part in the ALW empower U course I had.. umm, 2 years back? It's one of the things that hit you, and remember for life. Rather, when you need assurance, these stuffs come back. Sometimes, in computer simulated games, I have this really bad tendency. A bad habit. Something I really dislike as well. Wad tendency? My favourite games are RTS style. And the thing is, when I'm winning the war, I tend to relax abit, leave my army alone. The thought that, since I'm already so close to victory, might as well relax abit, enjoy the game for a longer time. Rather than trying to finish it off ASAP and savour the victory. In the end, the enemy got stronger and my army got repulsed. Regreting. Almost at the brink of being overrun by an enemy I almost defeated, I pressed the quit button. Ending all hopes of changing the situation. If we're playing this game of life, then I s'pose the way I play my strategic games the same way my actions are in life. Too many a time, events in my life end up like that. Just a step from victory and I slack. Then, fatality. I guess, for my New Year Resolution next year, the first one would be to stop this horribly bad habit of treating life as such. Things in life, they come and go. People in your life come and go as well. Cherish 'em. And I remember vividly as well, "Friends come and go. But, true friends remain close at heart." Though they'll always be there, treasure and care for your true friends for you never know when they'll not be physically there anymore. ____________________________________________________________________ End note: Don't worry, Kelvin's alright. He's in a time where everything is down and finding the courage to fight on. Seriously, Kelvin's OHKAY. LOST at Saturday, October 27, 2007 |