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Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Exams.. I really wished I really managed to study like the way alot of people think I did.. What they didn't realise was actually, it was all just an image. It's an illusion. Me = hardworking? That's partly true. But when the hours you put in, but don't get any progress, it's really disheartening. And seriously, to simply put it, a waste of time.Don't know why and how I give people the impression that I study alot one.. You'll all see that by the time results get back, I'll just be one of the bottom few in the class.. (Minus Chem, coz, I got sooo fed up with the other subjects, I'm gonna pwn Chem... Provided it doesn't pwn me first.. XP) Everything will return to normal once this week is over. I'm quite confident of that. Really. Though, in actual fact that there are somethings that have been changed and will never return to normal, others, will. I hope i can get my photographic eye back soon... 'cause, I don't want to shoot events without it.. Later get screwed upside down... This holidays, I've really grown up quite abit.. But, still want to be childish.. Still wanna remain a child. Don't know why, I just feel, things are growing up too fast. My brain capacity just cannot catch up with it. It's like a pentium 1 running on Windows XP.. Lagging like no one's business liddat. Especially some things. Just lagging. Feeling the impact only like... 1 entire week after the thing was over. Then it's like.. no link?? hahaz.. Oh well, time here is up.. Heading for the books again... (See, everytime I tell you I'm heading for the boooks, I'm actually playing com games or worse.. Sleeping.. lols.. So, when I say heading for the books, I'm not really heading for 'em.. hahas.. ) Need to keep this in mind and keep other stuffs out of my mind.. "Life is always about searching. We keep searching all the time. For... Friends, Love, Peace, Success and so much more. But at times do wait for a while, and search your soul. It won't take you anywhere, But will help you reach yourself" Time to search for myself... I'm lOsT... ... ... ... LOST at Wednesday, June 27, 2007 |