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Wednesday, May 02, 2007
Today is one of the days that I woke up NOT emo-ing. It's kinda funny feeling though.It's a BIG day today. Twenty-fourths Student Council Investiture. In short, it's a time to waste time and skip lessons too... Hahaz.. Was photographer for this event. I don't know why, it's as though my equipments keep failing me. First, the hot-shoe flash threatened not to work when I was trying it out. Then, in the beginning of the event, it really DIED on me. Totally devastated. Haizz... On the brightside, I had lesser load to carry out. That's the good thing, considering, my telephoto lens is already so heavy, coupled with e body, and the flash, really heavy. Sighz. Minus battery grip though. Wasted an extra 20minutes covering the reception part. Too bad there's still econs lesson. Really hoped that there isn't any. Haizz.. What a disappointment. Now, I'm like emo-ing again. For no apparent reason. So, what is this thing that we value so much but treat so lightly? This thingy that we call "friendship". I remembered vividly that I wrote in my primary school journal. In the very first entry, I wrote, "I lost a friend." And that was the end of my entry. And guess wad? My English teacher wrote back, "Friends come and go. But, true friends always stay close to heart." Since then, I've been searching within myself. Have I been a true friend to all? Who really is my true friend? Who can understand me without me saying anything? Well, till today, I'm still searching for this answer. To define friendship, it goes something like, "Friendship is a type of interpersonal relationship that is found among humans and among animals with rich intelligence, such as the higher mammals and some birds. Individuals in a friendship relationship will seek out each other's company and exhibit mutually helping behavior." It's really complicated. And, the worst thing is, I still don't understand. Even after 10 years of consciously making friends and losing them. . . Anyways, there's much in reality to be done. So much, I'm overloading myself. So much. . . . Really feeling stressed out already, for alot of things. Alot of things. Not only one, but many. Many and many more to come. Signing off here... LOST at Wednesday, May 02, 2007 |