Saturday, May 05, 2007
Spent much of my time today doing nothing much... Just stayed at home.. Mug? Not really half the time was emo-ing. And getting really panicky about the tests that are coming up this week. Really worried. Scared. Worse of all, distracted. Sighz..Now, don't know why, I started pondering... Why are 3 worded sentences with "I" and "you" soo difficult to put across? Like, "I love you", "I missed you", "I hate you", "I forgive you". Why? Why? Why? Things like "How are you?", "Nil Sine Labore", "I am sorry". These sentences are much more commonly used. Why? Why? Why? Manz, been really moody today. So moody that, even my mum thought that something was wrong with me. She thought that I was sick. Well, to a certain extent, I'm sick... Soo filled up and fed up with work that I'm actually falling sick. Depressed. Alittle. Doubt I'll get well soon, looking at the work load that is piling up on my table. And mid-years are in 2 months time!! (I vividly remember when I was still in sec 4, I only seriously started mugging when it was 2 weeks before. And I VIVIDLY remembered, I screwed it up... Sighz.. Now, with about 4 times the time and roughly about 4 times the difficulty, will I screw it up again? Totally afraid that that would happen.. Sighz.. LOST at Saturday, May 05, 2007 |