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Sunday, April 15, 2007
I wonder what am I doing online at this unearthly time of the day...( it's 1am in the morning by the way..) I find myself pondering over what needs to be done and what shouldn't. How I should feel, what I ought to feel, versus what I'm feeling.It's time to pick up the fragments and move on... Some things just airnt supposed to be what they are and never meant to be. It's best to focus on what needs to be done instead of looking for things to do. It's a stark contrast between the two... One, is when you feel tha you have got nothing better to do and want to look for something to spice the day up. The other, you just have got no chioce. None at all. It's been planned out. Example, the number of tutorials that need to be done by this weekend. The revision that needs to be completed be the end of this 2 days. Much needs to be done, but there's only so little I can do. I feel so powerless at these times. I just need sometime with myself. I need to rethink as to what things can be done and what, are best left to God. Talk about today thens... I felt as though I havent done anything productive at all. The best ting that I've done was to set up my wireless router? Perhaps setting up the new laptop which was delievered today. Then again, it might be just going thru' my chem notes for the bigger revision tmr. I seriously cant mug at home. I need to go somewhere totally devoid of distractions. Somewhere quiet. Somewhere, safe. I think I'll end here.. Wondering if I should go for any of the overseas field trips anot. I was wondering if I should go for the Korea one or should I go for the Vietnam one. E others, I think they're all taken up already. So, it's not really up to me to choose. It's more like the field trips choosing me.. hahaz... Got to go now.. Really need my sleep.. ARGGHHHARGGH.... LOST at Sunday, April 15, 2007 |