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Monday, April 30, 2007
Everything that has a beginning, has an end. But, what if it is something that has no beginning? Will it have an end too?I think I should stop asking this type of hypotheotical questions... It's just soo not me. Today was quite slack. I thought I wasn't going to pass today, with the ex-co forms not done and the deadline is today, with econs tutorial undone and econs is today, with maths test unprepared and the test is today. Thank God for everything today. Everything went on smoothly and it was a fine day. Kinda happy and joyful until loneliness makes me lose control of my emotions once more. Voting for house committee has begun. I don't understand why people ask me, "Do you want to be in house comm?" Within me, there's two answers. One, I want to be in it. Of course. If not why would I join it in the first place. Second, I don't really wanna be there. (You might want to use this as a reason to not vote me in though) The reason? I shan't tell. 'cause, it's something personal. Maths test was quite easy, dunno why people say that it's not as easy as what others say.. Maybe it's just a false impression that they're putting up? Personally, I find it manageable. NAFA test today. Didn't really think that I could actually pass my STB (passing grade is a 'D' by the way). Now, only left with my 2.4. I think that one cannot make it already. I'll push myself for better. I'll break through the limit. Overload myself. I NEED to pass this time, once and for all. Econs, total disaster. Haizz.. Nothing I can do to prevent each econs lesson from being a disaster. Nothing. Not even doing my tutorials nor actually listening to lectures. Sighhz... LOST at Monday, April 30, 2007 |