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Thursday, April 26, 2007
Emo-nessAs this title suggests, this is an emo post. If u don't wanna know, pls don continue to read on... This week was pretty bad. Come to think of it, I seriously don't know where I'm headed now. The same question keeps coming up to my mind. "Will I be more comfortable here in VJ or would I be better off at some other JC, where I'm relatively unknown, with few of my friends there?" "Do I want to be in VJ in the first place? Why so?" "Where am I heading?" Another thing is, I wonder if I'm doing the right thing sometimes. I wonder if it'd be better off to just stay low profile. I wonder if... However much I wanted to pour out, there's only so much that I can say on a public site. And there's more than one thing I have in mind. Even if u're soo interested to know what's going on inside, there's only so much that I'll tell u. The rest? They're best left untouched. They're best burried. Best to be undug. Best to be just... Just, remain in the bottom of my heart. I think I'll just be more focused on myself these days. It's more comfortable to be hiding within the protective shell. It's soo comfortable, I don't really wanna come out into this harsh and inhospitable world. This world, where politcs is the core on everyone's mind. It just doesn't suit me. I'm sorry. It's just that I can't help but feel emo these days. Though u might not actually see me emo, it's just because I'm not accustomed to showing emotions. It's like, I'm crying now, but u dun see it. It's just a hidden part of me that doesn't want to be understood. But, I'm a professional person. If u approach me for official things, it will be done without the interference of emotions. I can guarantee that. Live fair, play fair. Nil Sine Labore. LOST at Thursday, April 26, 2007 |