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Monday, April 24, 2006
Term 2 is coming to an end liao.. What does it mean? It means that e Mid-years are coming SOON!!! How soon? Well, it's like onli 3days more?!?! Yar.. Why am I still here blogging?? Hmmz.. probably take a short little break and "pen" down my emothions for this quite stressful period? Yea.. It's rather stressful.. But, expect worse to come along as e 'O' levels near.. :P? No.. It airn't that funny though.. It's high time to be serious... For those that havent start, it's going to expire soon if u dun start soon.. U'll soon find it tough and almost impossible to sit down and study.. Cos, u havent been doing it since... God knows when.. heh..It's kinda stressful over here.. Haiz.. I realli dunnoe what 2 do... And then, maybe becos of long hours of studying, I'm realli on a short fuse now.. What's stopping me from blowing out is God.. Thnx fer being there and helping me control my anger... :P.. I realli get pissed off easily nowadays.. And everyone's like damn crazy lor... Doing all sorts of funni stuff.. hahaz.. Perhaps' I'm like a lone ranger 'stalking' e class from behind.. I see no friend.. Neither do I see foe.. lol? Hahaz.. I juz wanna concentrate on thy studies all e way till 'O' levels.. I'm going to take it e first and onli time.. Yeah.. :P Now, what's at the back of my head, it's not e thought of entering the exam hall with brimming confidence.. But, rather, the fear of not knowing anything.. Haiz.. It's lso different from sec3... Then, I enter e hall 'invincible' but, now, e thought makes me 'shiver' in fear... Sigh.. What can I do... I feel like I know nothing leh... On e bright side, I hav e capability to psycho myself into thinking that it's possible to achieve what I set out to do.. It shall be DONE! XD.. Today's quite 'sorang'... I missed e bus out of my estate then, I got horrible stomache which caused me to run to e MRT toilet... lol? After which, I waited till 6.35am.. Mind you,I stay in Serangoon... It'd take e friggin bus 40mins to reach school.. So, I'd barely be on time.. So, I took e first bus that came to Paya Lebar MRT station.. After which, I hoped to change to 155 which would take my to school in 10 mins... But then, I waited till 7.00am but, there was no bus.. And e scary thing was... THe sun's up already!! I tell u, usually, I'd reach school even b4 e sun's up okie.. So, seeing e sun being in e sky's quite scary... XD So, it seems like it was God's direction... Take a cab to school.. Otherwise, u'll be late.. And, come to think of it, it was rather true.. It also seems like it was e work of God.. When I decided to take e cab after much thinking, a cab just happened to come out of the car park.. So, I flagged it down... So, in I went.. "Victoria School, please." "Where's that?" "U know Mandarin Gardens? Arnd there... " Haiz.. This wasnt the first time that e cabby didn't know where VS is.. So, I became so acustomed to telling the cabby that it's nxt to mandarin gardens.. Now, come to think of it, mandarin gardens is so big, that if I'm not wrong, each of it's ends acre facing e 2 Victorias' ... lol.. Anyway, off I went.. Going by Siglap way.. Y? Coz e usual way by Marine Parade, is awfully jammed up @ this time.. Other pple are oso trying to go to sch leh... So, in less than 10 minutes, I'm in VS liao.. E cost for e speed, $5.20.. Luckily, I gt extra cash.. Cos I din take this morning's allowance.. hahaz... I was in school by 7.15am.. Which meant tt I cud even go to classroom and put my bag there b4 going to assembly.. hahaz.. Bloody joke sia.. But, better to be early though spending some than be late.. XD.. I'll be fasting this week for lunch and praying for e mid-yrs.. I'm just praying for good health... It's gonna b stressful and stress can cause illness.. So, take care.. XP.. LOST at Monday, April 24, 2006 |